The little little things in life.

I wonder why, everytime I open the New Post page, my mind suddenly go blank.

But when I am bathing and riding on the motor, my mind will be filled with words and ideas of what to write about. ISH!

So, I am so lazy to complete my tutorials nowadays.

I am so used to the spoon-feeding method :(

The tutors make me feel like a kid in college!

It feels like I never ended secondary school at all!

Especially this sem.

Every single tutor of mine is a Sir.

We enter the class, kononnya discusses the questions and copy down the answers given by the tutors =.=

Now it has became a trend to not complete any tutorial and go to class to copy the answer given =.=

I don't know since when I adapted to this kind of attitude.

I don't attempt the questions before going to class anymore.

Or I will just look at it, think it is difficult and decides to copy tutor's answer =.=

Typical student kan?

I cut my hair :)

Feels light.

My face is filled with painful acnes :(

So pain! And I don't even dare to look at the mirror.

I'm horrified by my own face :(

I always pray before going to bed that God will help me remove my pimple.

But I guess even God can't control my genes. LOL.

I have bad genes, lots of it.

My bones are huge like guys' bones.

I have guy-looking hand and legs.

I am short =.=

Skin is super dry.

I have bad face skin :(

The only thing I like about my features is my eyes :)

But, I am still thankful that I have 2 hands, 2 legs, a pair of eyes, ears and a mouth and a nose :)

That means I am still a normal human :)

It is hard to not complain cause every single GIRL around me has perfect face and skin :(

It sucks to be the only one suffering from acne and people laughing about my red nose.

Now it is so common that everyone calls me Rudolph.

I don't know whether I should be happy about it or should I be upset.

Because of my internal health problems, I need to abstain from all of my favourite food. That is spicy food, oily food, fried food, cold drinks & dessert and many more.

So now I'm thinking, should I not enjoy life to look the best or should I enjoy life and not care about the rest?