``Love me. Hate me. I'm still me.

I have no idea why I'm here.
Blahh..
Just got so fed up of something.
I hate going to school.
I hate going out of my house.
I hate leaving my room.
Sigh.
I told mum that I will not be going anywhere until my problem is gone.
Sigh.
I will not go anywhere else but school and tuition.
THANK YOU.

Call me names, tease me all you want.
I tried to put up a smile to remind myself to stay strong.
But all I did was to remind myself that I am hurt, deep down inside.
Can you see the smile on my face?
Trying hard to keep it there.