``Love me. Hate me. I'm still me.

Another boring day that's coming to an end

Without no doubts its boring and meaningless

Another 10 minutes walk around the park

As I enter my house my mum greets me with a big smile and a 'hi'

Walking in like nobody's business I look back at her and smile

Hiding everything behind those smiles and words

Tomorrow,

Another rushing day in my life

After a while I got use to it

Not leaving a single minute nor second for me to breathe

To see my friend in confussion and depression

It breaks my heart to look at a joyful yet funny girl like that

But what is in her mind?

To be depress in such a way

Eventhough I knew but how can I help?

I'm not an expert in everything nor anything

What I know is to comfort her and spend time with her

She tells me everything but why is it so hard to tell her anything?

Maybe I've changed but I've never notice it

If only I knew what tomorrow has in store for me

If only I can read people's mind and take action before everything disappear

If only I think before I act

If only there was a machine that can turn back time

I would go back and change everything

But if I go back I might not be here anymore

Being alive and loved is a blessing for me

I once was near death

But thank God I'm still here to write and express

Theres no twist and turn in this post

I got bored and decided to make it more creative

Its all straight to the point and somehow meaningless

My voice is gone and my writting skill improved

I'll be writting more than I will be talking

Reading more is better than listening

Again another phone call from her

My beloved friend

Telling me all her difficulties in life

I told her to forget bout it and move on

She told me she can't forget bout it

But I know its easy for her

Like how she forgot her first, second and also third

But now she's like drowning in an ocean

Waiting for someone to pull her up

But she knows I'll always be there to be her guide and to hold her hands if she falls

Giving advice is easy but to put it in action myself is more difficult than opening a coconut with your bare hands

A change in life often happens more than you ever realise

Either change for good or for bad

Whether others accept you or not

Is not for you to decide

Everything is in God's hand except you don't believe in Fate