Saturday, January 25, 2014

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.


"Beauty is not a size. So just beYOUtiful."

Recently, the pessimist side of me seems to be overpowering the optimist side.
I kept thinking "I can't" instead of "Sure can!".
Impossible instead of I'm possible.

It is very very disturbing, the fact that things don't turn out the way I want them to be.
& it is as if I am trying very hard to chase after the topics the lecturers are teaching in college.
On top of that, I am trying to work out a balanced lifestyle where I don't regret my college life because this is my final semester and of course. I would like to spend more time with my college friends and at the same time try to score in my studies.
Have been doing too much of "play hard" and no "study hard" for the past I don't know, since college life started? LOL.
Honestly, last semester was considered my most "rajin" semester.
Good thing about staying in PV is that:
1. I got more time to study.
2. I got no laptop to sit in front of and "blanked" at.
3. I can't sing and waste time
4. Housemates pressure!

All of the above contributes wholly and exclusively to my "rajinness".

Anyway, I realized that recently I have been grumbling, rambling, complaining and being very negative about everything around me.
Nothing can ever seem to please me :(

Thursdays are suppose to be the best day for this whole semester but recently luck is not on my side.
Well, I guess we have no fate :(
I'll see you when I see you?

Trying to be positive.

This week is quite productive, in sports wise.
Went to gym on Tuesday evening and swam 6 laps on Wednesday evening.
The weather on Wednesday was freezing cold!
Strong wind, no sun.
The water was so cold that even though we have been inside for one hour, I was still shivering.
But am proud of my determination to improve stamina and of course lose weight for the coming CNY!
If only reducing fats were as easy as gaining them.
I was happily crunching on lotsa food and snacks last year while studying for finals and ACCA external exam.
& now I see the impact.
Gonna try my best to try to reduce what is possible and maintain :D

There is so many things I wanna do but do not have the time to do it :(


Ahhh, less than 3 more months to complete Advance Diploma.
Why so fastttttt!
I am so not ready to step into the corporate world yet.
There is so much that I yearn to learn before I can start to earn.

Imustinthefuturebephilanthropic :)

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